Sincerely, Suuu.

yup, i'm ALL and EVERYTHING about my boyfriend whom you ALL should already know about.
He is Firdaus a.k.a BoThug.
And why did i just say i'm ALL and EVERYTHING about him??
Oh well.. let me see...
*wonders*
i dun noe if you'd say the same too,
if your bf is the only one who has sacrificed so much for you.
(sacrificed his bestfriend for you, sacrificed his pride for you,
sacrificed his sleep for you, sacrificed his damn morning just to send you to school from tamp to bukit batok when he had only slept for 3bloody hours,
sacrificed his image for you, sacrificed his work for you when he doesnt rely a cent from his parents and he has to pay his own bills, bike, food, clothes, GF!, and has to wait for the next month only to be able to get a job,
sacrificed his comforts JUST to make his GF happy and comfy.....)
if your bf is the only person you can be YOU(not someone else).
if your bf has a group of close friends that has been there for you,
has never stopped you from being YOU.
if your bf is willing to cancel so many other more important 'meetings' just to be there for you
(what is a meet-up as compared to a meeting that determines if he gets his diploma/any other certs?!)

you know..
i despise such stereotypical mindsets.
no matter who you are to me..
well have you really been there for me?!
errm.
maybe yes, but if you compare to how my BF has been there for me??..
i dun think so.
adding on, now he's serving NS,
and he only gets back on the weekends.
so, tell me why.. should i not be spending time with him???
no i mean, really, WHY SHUDNT I?!
when i feel all shitty and lonely when he was under confinement,
you didnt give a shit abt me.
you didnt give a bloody word of comfort to me...

i duno, i think you're just sad that you havent met a reaaaaaaaaal thing called,
love?

oh whatever,
say what you wana say behind me, infront of me,
beside me...
you gotta check yourself first
to make others feel that you're worth someone....

and btw,
anniversaries/monthsaries are nothing,
but numbers.
quality, not quantity loves.
mark my words, big time.

Love, Suuu. 6:46:00 pm