Sincerely, Suuu.

Al-Fateha.

Let's say some prayers and good words for Arwah Kak Sadra(and her 3month fetus).
Innalillaahi Wainnailaihirojiuun.
May you rest in peace Kak Sadra and lil one.
And may Abg Boboi be blessed with Allah's greatest blessings,
to lead life positively,
and be able to heal as soon as possible.
InsyAllah.
SubhanAllah.

Love, Suuu. 2:24:00 am

amazing how long his hair is now!
(call me crazy for saying that!)
and how dark he has turned out to be.

I'm just elated.
It's just so nice and comforting being around him..
='''))

Love, Suuu. 1:56:00 am

this two weeks of bf-in-NS days turned out rather unexpected.
first few days was a killer.
never felt so lost like that before....=/
but Aiyeeen made my days so meaningful.
i've been out with her, if not, i'd be on the phone with her all day long..
thanks sis. =')
mostdef, no one can replace her as my 2nd bf.

she's the only one whom i can just let loose and be myself and totally forget abt the world.
there's always so much to talk abt,
to laugh about,
to ghossip about,
to debate about,
to imagine about,
and especially, to immitate about..
=]
thanks sis, w/o bobo around, you've made my days less menyedihkan,
and definitely, you've made my days so exciting..
and thanks to you once again, that i've met so many more friends..
hehh, especially those TP peeps, those music scene people..
chilling with them is so crazzyy!!
x)

besides that, ive been having some family moments too.
watched BOLT with kakak(yes my blood sis!), and makan at coffee bean with her..
shopping with her...
and went to CELLFOOD(my fam biz') class at night..
it's very fun i should say.
=)

after all the kecohness being around with for the past two weeks..
and GUESS WHAT.
BOBO IS COMING BACK HOME TMR!!!
SWEEEEEEEEET AY!!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=)))))))))
i'll be seeing him at his place by maghrib..
OMGOSH.
*anticipates for the moment!!*

Love, Suuu. 2:27:00 pm

I can't focus.

He's all i need.

Love, Suuu. 11:34:00 am

Today.

The BIG day.

which i don't quite know, whether to look forward to, or not.

woke up 6am.

he took me to come over to his place to do some last min bag-checking.

such manja issues again.

and from there, we took a cab at 8am to Home Team Academy (HTA).

yup that's his campsite, @ Chua Chu Kang.

so we had to be separated the moment we entered.

i was led to the harmony hall for some performances/talks/tour guide.

it was cool.

i was walking around with the makciks there, making friends.

very me uh that one.=x

and thankfully, i get to meet him again for lunch!

(tho we didn have any coz the que was bloody long!)

and that was when we had a more proper goodbye.

='''(

tried my best to show him im strong

and that i'll be fine.

so i just kept my tears back, trying not to turn back to look at him.

luckily i didnt start pouring hot tears there.

if not, im sure he wud too.

i only started to drop some tears the moment i stopped turning back.

you donot know how much he means to me.

how much that separation killed me......

='''''''(((

well, on a brighter note,

i thank God for letting me to send him off,

so at least my mind is at ease.

coz i can image him looking comfortable in the academy.

yes, it's like a resort!

i'm sure he'll be fine, esp with the meals! ;)

ohhh goshh.

big chunkehhh chiccccckeenss.

*dead*

it's quite luxurious in that sense.

and im so glad that it is.

*siapa mcm jaga a pampered son ni. hmm*

well, i just want the best for him.

and i'm sure he'll be fine there.

he's very independent.

insyAllah he wont have a problem with his bunkmates especially.

i fear bad-boy things might happen at night.

ahhhhhh!

*siapa paranoid for no reason.me.*

really, it's like a resort there.

even the officers told us this..

" Your sons/brothers/friends wont come out all buffed like the army guys.
they will just be fit."

HAHAHA. slackeroos la this one.

well, all in all i'm quite happy with the environment.

just that it's near a chinese cemetry.

*grits teeth*

insyAllah, Allah will protect him over there.

so he'll be confined in camp til next weekend on the 19th.

SIAPA DAH EXCITED NI!!!!!!

and of course.

most importantly, all the thanks to those who comforted me..

especially aiyeeen, kak lin and deena.

='')

apologies. i didn't bring my camera to snap some shots.

sigghh. quite forgetful like that.

darn i miss muhd fifi oready.

=''(

come home soon baby~

Love, Suuu. 6:53:00 pm

So its hari raya haji.

i shall wish all muslims SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA!!=)

only went to mum's side.

we also took the chance to conduct a demonstration

of the usage of the products my family is selling.A

TM-cellfood and nano mattress.:)

it's not drugs/medications,

it's supplements.

which my whole family takes.

heard about it?=))

didn't visit the dad's side.

sadly because most families were not in SG.

celebrating hari raya haji overseas.

and also the eldest, wak eton, wasnt around coz she has gone for her haj.=))

InsyAllah, she's all good over there.

at night, met the bf for an hour or so.

he wanted to eat his all-time fav mac spicey.

no no i meant, the supermac,

with double patty.

*sheeshh*

such mengidam-isms before his enlistment day!

nonetheless, you're adorable, just the way u are.<3

and he insisted to snap this shot.

Love, Suuu. 6:40:00 pm

yes it was couples' evening last sunday.

(malam raya!oops.)

the last one before bo leaves for NS.

the guys met up early2 in the morning at the 'whampoa workshop'

(bawa blk near the carpark)

to prettify their 2nd wives.

or rather, 1st wives.
pffts.

they took too long, and the gfs got too agitated,

so we decided to just consider the different means of public transportation

to whampoa.

(yeah they were sort of supposed to take us by bike)

so i met jannah in bus 8, and then we met deena at toa payoh and took a bus to whampoa.

pffts. some harrassements took place.

yes, and we blame the bfs for that!

*giggles one corner*

so we acted to be all angsty sitting one corner when we reached.

and the best thing was, they just continued doing their bikes etc.

haha, irritating bfs.

(siapa laaa kiter, sparkies lebih appealing ape..hehhh.)

but actually i was fine, was just playing around.

i understand that he needs some time with his bike and guyfriends before he goes for NS. =)

some time later, they were officially done and then off the gfs pulling the bfs to go wash up etc.

so we separated to our respective houses for a bit,

before meeting again to go makan ayam penyet at beach road!

ohhhhlalalaaa, my fav.

*omg lapar. thanks*

and right after that off we went to marina square to teman apai shop for abit.

and we sat at the rooftop for a while..

coz someone had black paints on his nails...

so i had to rub it off with nail polish remover for him.

heheee.. manja moments laaa tu.

mentang2 da nk gi serve the nation..

;)

gosh, i miss his nails now...

hmm.

and then we decided to chill at Mt Faber and just talked cock.

we had an eng-malay(and vice versa) word translation session there.

*snorts*

not long later we were off to top up fuel and separated our ways there.

bobo and i sat bawa blk dulu, talked for abit..

so yes u should be expecting me to say that we cudnt let each other go..

daaddiiidaaa.. tears etc..

(0"0)

yes true that.

he gave me that sad smile looking at me smile and talk.....

='''(

it was sucky, i swear.

the feeling of 'losing' ur loved one.

*sigh*

i shall stop now.

if only i can serve NS along with him..........

siggh.

Love, Suuu. 5:54:00 pm

NATIONAL BIKERS' WEEKEND.

from 28th-30th Nov 08.

it was just beyond words.

the excitement, the kecohness, the heat..

and most definitely, the BIKES!
*dead*
yes i died.

and now im a ghost.

-______-'

on friday,
bo took me from work and we ate at popeye's with deena and bom,
at the SG flyer.
aftr that we just walked ard there, to check out the booths etc.
and guess what.
me and bo made a keychain with our pic in it!
i thought it was a waste of money, but he persuaded me much.
hehh, so you can't blame me if we're taking alot of pix huhh.
*now u noe the truth?;)*
=) thanks nang for the keychain, it's really2 pretty!
oh and also in the pic there's a big bike and the flyer and merlion's pic too as the backgrnd.
awesome shits that one.
after that, the guys brought the ladies to marina barrage.

fun la ok.

sweet moments we had.. ='))

then they ALL sent me home, to only realise that i didnt bring my keys and mum wasnt home yet from her class.

oops=x

so it was around midnight, d 4 of us were siting at the voiddecks with the bikes.

i helped bobo with his IU sticker. =)

thank u all for teman-ing me. HEHh.

met them again in about 8-9 hours time at achik's parents' stall.
yum2 nasi beryani for breakfast! ;)
then we were off to thomson road(old police academy).

it was the starting point for the convoy which they paid for, to the SG flyer.

imagine, hundreds of diff kinds of bikes being lined up in the huge carpark.

deena and i were hibijibis-ing looking at the bikes from the top of the hill.
wana see it?

=)
there were actually more to come.
and never have i seen sooooo many harleys at the same time!

all the wakwaks in the world unite baby!!
coolest bunch la they all.

and there were some weird looking 'spaceship' bikes.
deena esp got all excited looking at them.
*whispers*
weird that the ones w/o license were more excited.
HURHUR. =x

we waited for about 2hours under the hot sun before the convoy officially began.

Note: there were alot of this red-flagged men.

Note: YES, we were escorted by TPs. BELASANs of them! not including the bigbike marshalls!

Note: The dear dear paparazzis. x)

our stop before reaching our destination.

they were awaiting for our arrival!

at SG Flyer.

so we reached our destination (flyer) ard 1+pm.

parked and lined the bikes proper, before we headed for the stunt shows and booths.

yes there was a stunt show by Oliver, a proffessional stuntbiker all the way from Germany.

Goodness.

*lost for words*

the stunts he made got me in awe, i just can't describe the moment.
*still lost for words*

basically, it was awesome.

way beyond awesome actually.
AHH!

and also, of course i took pix with my fav baby;

my superbabymomos.
*cold turkey*

also with some other 2nd top bikes in my list.

namely, FINO(some vespa-like autobike). =))!

OH. and how about FHM CHICKS FOR U?!
*note: feel the sarcasm in that line.*

-__-''

deena and i have officially established an ANTI-FHM CHIIIIIIIICCKKKS *laughs!* CAMPAIGN!

wana join? CALL ME!!!

oh another funny thing to share!

the bikewash cost $8, and if you topup-ed $2-5, you'll get those CHIIIIIIIICCCCKKSS to bikewash for you!!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

*LAUGHS HYSTERICALLY. FALLING OFF THE WHEELY CHAIRS.*

oh and the best part? tho its rather CHEAP*snorts*, no one wants THEM! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

i heard responses like...

"dont want la!they know how to wash meh?!"

and... "don want lah! later all my stickers come out how!?"

HAHAHHHAH. hilarious isnt it.

omg. *wipes tears of HUMOUR*

ok i need a mment.

*prrrrrrrrrrm prrrrrrrrrrm maaaaaaaakk*

thanks =) needed that much.

also, do you know who's STEVEN LIM?

no not that GrowingUp actor, it's the SG IDOL contestant im referin to.

*dead*
he was there in yellow, and pink briefs.

it was a game.

he had to sit on this seat, which will drop him into the small pool when anyone hits the jackpot.

eeee. too kinky. disgusting!

esp knowing him, and SEEING him doing some weird kinky dance.

eeeeeee. diam laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

so basically bf,bom,deena,ayie and myself were there at the SG flyer all the way to maghrib time on the saturday(29th).

after the whole event cooled down etc, which was after the luckydraw session at night,

we headed off to a coffeeshop(i forgot the name) to makan at boonkeng.

then deena,bom, bo and myself headed back to whampoa.

they wanted to wash up to go to their friend's pit, and bo too wanted to wash up first.

*yes, we were all that stinkyinky coz the weather was very hot and we were under the hot sun the whole time! and i was the only one having fun with the sun.*

so i waited on his bike, and after which, we headed to pasir ris park to just sit around and enjoy the quiet and breezy moment together

finally got home before 1am.

i had so much fun with them all!
especially with my very own matrampit.

*hugs*

Love, Suuu. 11:13:00 pm