Today.
The BIG day.
which i don't quite know, whether to look forward to, or not.
woke up 6am.
he took me to come over to his place to do some last min bag-checking.
such manja issues again.
and from there, we took a cab at 8am to Home Team Academy (HTA).
yup that's his campsite, @ Chua Chu Kang.
so we had to be separated the moment we entered.
i was led to the harmony hall for some performances/talks/tour guide.
it was cool.
i was walking around with the makciks there, making friends.
very me uh that one.=x
and thankfully, i get to meet him again for lunch!
(tho we didn have any coz the que was bloody long!)
and that was when we had a more proper goodbye.
='''(
tried my best to show him im strong
and that i'll be fine.
so i just kept my tears back, trying not to turn back to look at him.
luckily i didnt start pouring hot tears there.
if not, im sure he wud too.
i only started to drop some tears the moment i stopped turning back.
you donot know how much he means to me.
how much that separation killed me......
='''''''(((
well, on a brighter note,
i thank God for letting me to send him off,
so at least my mind is at ease.
coz i can image him looking comfortable in the academy.
yes, it's like a resort!
i'm sure he'll be fine, esp with the meals! ;)
ohhh goshh.
big chunkehhh chiccccckeenss.
*dead*
it's quite luxurious in that sense.
and im so glad that it is.
*siapa mcm jaga a pampered son ni. hmm*
well, i just want the best for him.
and i'm sure he'll be fine there.
he's very independent.
insyAllah he wont have a problem with his bunkmates especially.
i fear bad-boy things might happen at night.
ahhhhhh!
*siapa paranoid for no reason.me.*
really, it's like a resort there.
even the officers told us this..
" Your sons/brothers/friends wont come out all buffed like the army guys.
they will just be fit."
they will just be fit."
=)
HAHAHA. slackeroos la this one.
well, all in all i'm quite happy with the environment.
just that it's near a chinese cemetry.
*grits teeth*
insyAllah, Allah will protect him over there.
(:
so he'll be confined in camp til next weekend on the 19th.
SIAPA DAH EXCITED NI!!!!!!
i.
(:
and of course.
most importantly, all the thanks to those who comforted me..
especially aiyeeen, kak lin and deena.
='')
apologies. i didn't bring my camera to snap some shots.
sigghh. quite forgetful like that.
darn i miss muhd fifi oready.
=''(
come home soon baby~
Love, Suuu. 6:53:00 pm