Emotions all left aside.
It' time to party like no one's buisness!
Friday
Caught the fireworks display at marina bay.
it was sweet.
really sweeet,
how we were under the colourfully lighted night sky.
(:
thank you.
you made me feel brand new.
Saturday
Aiyeeen's birthday pit!!
WE NEVER FAIL TO ENTERTAIN OURSELVES SO MUCH.
WE NEVER FAIL TO MAKE EVERY SEC TOGETHER A MEMORIABLE ONE.
how nice to see her closed ones all together like that.
besides the non-stop R(no u dont say that word) which killed us all.
thank goodness Dad gave us the canopy.
which by the end of the night, became nasty, falling apart, poking legs and ears.
so sorry Dad. =x
new loves, old loves.
bonds just grow stronger.
you know what,
sometimes acceptance just makes the heart all warmed up.
well siz, i hope u had fun.
like, F-U-N.
coz i did, w/o a doubt, tho we were literally wet for hours and hours.
it's lovely how everyone contributed so much,
very family-fied this one.
(:
Happy ADVANCED 21st BDAY SIZ!
hope you love the unicorn! HOHOHO. frm me and fi. (:
officially got home by 130am.
sweet moments.
Sunday
HARI RAYA LIGHT UP 2008!
Held at taman warisan.
Met up with shaa and my dancers.
The whole R thing was happening again.
the lecak-ness that burns, and the crowd that nvr stopped coming in killed us.
sighh, the situation was too harsh for us to handle, we had to go off from there.
sad that we didnt get to catch Cikgu Yazid's performance!
hady and marina oso performed with him.
ohwell.
i'm sorry for not watching you guys. really3 sorry.
we were really dyinnnnng in the crowd, under the rain, standing for hours.
sigh. =(
but at least, we met before the performance!
Cg very cute one. Not bad. HAH. (:
oh, and me, shuuy, suzan, sufi (all the Su(s)), went for sheesha.
it was fun! (:
laughing our asses off and all that. HAH.
finally reached home by 1130pm.
but then went out again to eat with him.
such supper issues.
hilmi pun ikot, and we did our work on our laptops at the McD's til ard 2am.
=)
such random morning issues.
and here i am mata steam.
dah nk pengsan.
the baby that killed me.#&^&%E*&QIJGEW(Q#R!@
They served me iced-water.
so i puffed out that double apple mint.
k bye.
ps. i don't know what to say.
i gotta give myself a pat on the back, maybe?
Love, Suuu. 7:42:00 pm
Period.
You made me realise that.
i know, i'm only 18.
Thanks for reminding, again.
i've always been standing on ur feet.
now, i'm not.
and it feels so shaky.
i'm not used to the ground.
and why should i be confused, still?
because of non-describable reasons.
P.S: No, it's not a typical story.
oh then again, what do i know,
i'm only 18.
Love, Suuu. 10:08:00 pm
really.
just be frank to me.
stop pulling urself away.
it's just the same things, day by day.
i'm losing my focus, and u're just unpredictable.
which is why,
im just as confused.
what's the point of exploding.
u just can't comprehend.
like i told u, it's me.
i'm just sick in the mind.
you're just great.
and so, the big day has passed.
you can tear me up being the sweetest.
urgh, what is wrong with me!
Love, Suuu. 12:14:00 am
never have i been rooted to such positions llike this.
so am i loved?
or am i not?
is it true? or was it all just a dream of lies?
you gotta think about it.
coz i too gotta think about it.
i love u. but somethings are just not right.
not only with you, but also with me.
give urself time. give myself time.
to understand the world. and open up our hearts, and just listen.
kalau da ada jodoh, tak akanlah ke mana.
but you, gotta decide.
coz im stucked.
you made it all so real.
yet so impossible.
so, is it??
or simply, this is all just a waste of time and pure heartaches?
urgh, poopyheads.
im just disappointed with myself.
*slaps myself*
Love, Suuu. 11:52:00 pm
i have no idea what's wrong with me.
i can't get it right with the feelings.
it's killing my mind, my heart and my soul.
like i said, love is a strong word.
its not you who made me feel so confused.
it's i who made myself confused.
urgh, this is bullshit.
Love, Suuu. 7:20:00 am
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