Sincerely, Suuu.

feels weird to say this, but it's so true, that i have no one to really talk to.
hmm..

i just don't know where i wana lead my life to.

and i'm sad.
sad and disappointed that i just duno what to say and put them into proper words.
i guess.... it's just how things should be?
i duno if what i've done has actually benefited anyone in this world, besides myself.
wait a minute, i dun even know if it does benefit my ownself!
i duno if however good my intentions are, could be seen by others.
i just duno what i am worth around here.

i'm talking about my academic, to my social life.

and there's this something in me that's burning to come out, but yet it's only able to squeek it's way.
of course, even my mind can't hear it.
what more the ppl around me.

i feel that, there's something missing in my life.
i'm just not as happy as i used to be.
coz i'm losing the momentum.
and i need a God-damn functional brain to think for my own life!!!

have u ever been in a state whereby u just feel like giving up?
coz everyting seems not right for u, no matter how much effort u've put in to everyting.

hell yeah im feelin it all now.

Love, Suuu. 12:35:00 am