I miss Abang.
i miss being awaken by Abang's loud MCR's ringtones/msgtones. i miss those mornings when his MCR's alarm tone went off and the whole house gets irritated by it, except for him, still not awaken by it. i miss those little talks we had about random things like, shoes and movies. i miss having to put aside food Mak cooks, for him coz he's always the last one to wake up. the one i miss most is hearing his keys opening the door from outside during the wee hours 2-3am while i'm doing my work/sleeping in the living room when he's back from night shifts. coz that's when i noe i should be sleeping already! i miss these, coz it just doesnt seems right without all these happenings in the house. how i miss Abang. ='''''( despite him coming back for lunch almost everyday(not that im able to see him now since i'm schooling), and coming back for random visits and occasions.
although he has left for good after 24th November 07 when he was officially wedded to Kak Lin, i still do miss him terribly.
somehow the feeling's like a break up.
i guess that shows how emotionally attached i am with Abang.
he has gone through alot. he has been the best. he has helped this family grow so much.
it feels weird that i actually had tears for him especially the week after he has left to live with Kak Lin+her family. actually, even til now when i really think about him.
Well he's the man i respect most; next to Dad of course. The Man for the job as a big brother.
He'll be turning 28 soon. and for the past 17+ years of his life, he had been that big brother everybody wished for under one roof. Abang, being the eldest among the 4, is truly missed. and i just pray for the best for him and Kak Lin and hopefully he'll reminicse those sweet moments we had as one big family.
i really miss you Abang.
please take good care of yourself.
always remember ur adek su, and the whole family too.
i love you. we love you.
if only hugging Abang isn't an awkward thing to do............. ='''''(
i miss being awaken by Abang's loud MCR's ringtones/msgtones. i miss those mornings when his MCR's alarm tone went off and the whole house gets irritated by it, except for him, still not awaken by it. i miss those little talks we had about random things like, shoes and movies. i miss having to put aside food Mak cooks, for him coz he's always the last one to wake up. the one i miss most is hearing his keys opening the door from outside during the wee hours 2-3am while i'm doing my work/sleeping in the living room when he's back from night shifts. coz that's when i noe i should be sleeping already! i miss these, coz it just doesnt seems right without all these happenings in the house. how i miss Abang. ='''''( despite him coming back for lunch almost everyday(not that im able to see him now since i'm schooling), and coming back for random visits and occasions.
although he has left for good after 24th November 07 when he was officially wedded to Kak Lin, i still do miss him terribly.
somehow the feeling's like a break up.
i guess that shows how emotionally attached i am with Abang.
he has gone through alot. he has been the best. he has helped this family grow so much.
it feels weird that i actually had tears for him especially the week after he has left to live with Kak Lin+her family. actually, even til now when i really think about him.
Well he's the man i respect most; next to Dad of course. The Man for the job as a big brother.
He'll be turning 28 soon. and for the past 17+ years of his life, he had been that big brother everybody wished for under one roof. Abang, being the eldest among the 4, is truly missed. and i just pray for the best for him and Kak Lin and hopefully he'll reminicse those sweet moments we had as one big family.
i really miss you Abang.
please take good care of yourself.
always remember ur adek su, and the whole family too.
i love you. we love you.
if only hugging Abang isn't an awkward thing to do............. ='''''(
coz he's like a 10-year older twin of mine.
he is the other tanned-skin child. (the other 2 are whiteys)
we have very similar characteristics.
organized neat and proper, and plus, we're always the cool ones in the house.
and i swear, no one can ever replace Abang.
can i just say this again?
i miss abang herman.
Love, Suuu. 9:02:00 pm