Sincerely, Suuu.

ok, i'm gaining weight.

PERIOD.
and no, i'm not gona be those typical aneroxic bimbos whatever.
because i accept a thing called, f-a-c-t-s.

heard what it is? good.

despite the whole big puffy curls going on up here, i really think the fats are building up.

the boncet burns, i swear.

the flabs.
ohmy.
made me miss those NCC trainings back in sec school days, terribly.

*sighs out aloud*

those crazy running-abouts, hundreds of pushups and sit-ups, the staying-in-male's-pushup-positions-for-hours, the PT(physical training) under the scorching sun...omg, the manymanymanymanymany sets of 5BX!!!!
='((

how i missed them so right now.

if they had NCC as a CCA in M.I., i'd choose it almost w/o hesitations.
*sigh*

tarian wont really kill my fats that much.

(sorry tarian, i'm with you only because of passion)

i just want to be strong.
and have those pretty female muscles, u know.

i love the feeling of great strength physically and mentally.
coz it actually helps alot in many ways.

which of course includes helping me in my studies, somehow.

omg, talk about studies. *died*

maybe, it's time i get back my old-sec-attitude self again.

ok, it's really high time for it. i SENSE it. 0.0

and anyway, NAFA test is early next year.
if u're a bronzer, u're a failure.
and u'll never be able to escape from hell.
just talk about fitness to M.I.

sheesh.it's a killer.

and thanks to 'i want a famous face' shows on MTV that made me realise how important it is to maintain my own body.

adding on to that, never will i go under killing-knifes to get that so-called 'perfect body', or even go for those once again, so-called 'promising'
slimming treatments.

ergh. only lazy people do that.

those who are just simply lazy to drip a sweat for better looks.

i talk about sweats and energy, not those stacks of papers with values on.

cmon, the real su gotta come out soon!

best if she's out NOW.

discipline's all we need now.

simply all, that we need.

hmm.

Love, Suuu. 12:04:00 am