Sincerely, Suuu.

I sooo wanna go for a spa cum massage!!

My mum brought home 3 complimentary vouchers (from bibik) for;

(a) Eye Spa Treatment, or

(b) Loving Couple Spa Jacuzzi, or

(c) Tummy Slim and tone treatment

Ain and i sooo wanna go for option (b)!

Can't wait to give it a try!!! Like, for real!!

Hoping that there's no age limit whatever. Coz i think i'd be too young for this?

HAHAHHAHA.

But aniways, if i've met the 'requirements' (HAHA), then i wana go before raya comes!

*prays hard*

If no one else in the family wishes to make full use of the complimentary vouchers, then i shall pass them to whoever's-lucky! ;)

One more thing. I think that you should think of others too? as in, don't think that only you have the world's biggest problems. others too have a life to lead.

If fate wants it to be like that, then you can't change it, can you??

And i'm sure i too can't change the fate.

Be it yours, mine, his/ hers, whoever's.

But at least, i know i've tried my best to help out.

which then makes it seem like you're making use of me, to get to your side.

hey, i'm on the neutral side, ok.

and uh, i think it's best that you don't pull others, to get your probs with someone else, settled.

It wont do, if you still persist.

Definitely, you need 2 hands to clap.

If you only have 1, then, it ain't gonna be worthwhile.

Then again, im not siding.

I have my own stand, and after all the help i've tried to put in, things never seem better.

i'm lost for words.

n i think, u shud just retink it for urself.

maybe it's u? maybe it's not?

i dono. don't ask me who's at fault.

coz, i'm just an outsider.

then again, love is a complexed issue.

which sometimes i can't even define them, for u.

or whoever.

so please, it's time for you to gather yourself, in proper.

p.s: Allah has long confirmed-chopped-sealed who our life partners are, and that fact can't run away frm us.

and for you, i really don't wish to see you being all slobbish and looking so drained.

I know you're doing this for urself, and to help out ur parents.

i respect that.

but when i see that u're getting too into it, not bothering ur own health and school whatever, i get abit too worried. =/

u're turnin ur biological clock all around, again and again.

sigh.

just do take good care of urself. please?=(

oh madrasah just now was a total bore!

-___________-'

ustazah din know herself, that the submission for projects was today! and she had the guts to add on more work for us to do for the project. so, the deadline to extended to hari raya.

WHICH MEANS TO SAY, my group kinda have to 're-do' our masterpiece.
TOTAL BULL.

We spent the whole god-damn day yesterday, sacrificing our life and everything else for this damn project which she doesnt even know of the submission date!?

SIGH SIGH SIGH.

burdens back on the ride, baby.

-__-''

&&& for one of the subjects (i swear i don't know which), i became the mayat, as of mentioned in the prev entry.

it was scary i swear.

i actually looked down at my body aftr they were done wrapping me up.

it.looked.freaky.that.i.was.even.afraid.of.myself!

adding on, it made me feel the need to repend myself asap.

before i b in that exact situation the next time.

&&& for arab lesson just now, we did the stupid-est thing ever that i felt too sleepy to even care less.

ustaz tested one by one to read 0-100 in arab.

OMG.

we sooo learnt that in pri school(in madrasah)!! and like, hello??! we're MEN. 4 OREADY.

*smacks forehead 5 times pls*

yes, i'm bored. i miss talking on the fon with fi.

i miss chattin on MSN with him, like how we used to during those honeymoon days.

i simply miss spending that quality time together, which seems so long since we last had one.

sighs sighs.

i love you despite it all.

i hope u feel me, boo.

Love, Suuu. 12:04:00 am