OK! Ramadhan is finally here! Let's clense ourselves and make full use of this holy month wisely. InsyAllah we'll all together be blessed by Allah. :)
Love, Suuu. 12:10:00 pm
I've been that busy lately. Keeping my hands on books and notes and meeting teachers after school hours for consultation. Studying with zahura til late at night. No playing. There's no time to waste. Promos are just around the corner. I gotta do well. I wanna do well. I wanna be one of MI's soul survivers to make it to year 3 w/o retaining or even be kicked out, and up I go to a local Uni. :) InsyAllah. Well hey, I wana make my family proud, like seriously. Yes, I am very motivated. (well, at least at this point of time)
Oh, and can i just add this in?
MATHS is sooo loved, can?
Numbers just make me all hyped up and jumpy. :)
(the reason to why I'm in a H2 all-maths-related-subject class;maths,phy,accts.)
Sometimes, i love being all panicky, and nervous cum stress. 'Coz, that's one of the most important reasons that would make me keep on going.
Despite the emo crys once a while due to overwhelming panic=stress.
but then again, i do know ways to keep myself alive back again.
CHOCOLATES. SWEETS. KEROPOKS. ICEKWIIIM.SLEEP.GOD.
Ohhh, tell me about it!! ;)
Yes, so i do feel like i'm abit of a stress-addict. i feel weird w/o feelin busy, and w/o a sense of aim. Which means to say, I'm always stressing. Keeps me alive. It takes alot of effort, i swear. Maybe, insyAllah, there's a reason why I'm in MI. I've made my mistakes during secondary school, and I'm here to repend it, somewhat. Besides that, I need a smaller pace as compared to the JC students. Hopefully, with my sheer determination, I wont disappoint myself or even anyone else. Do give me the support,ok? :) It'd definitely be much appreciated.
I soo love fi, can? And I'm so happy for him. Ada hikmah di sebaliknya semua. Continue being the man you are, and InsyAllah, one day, we will be living happily together. It doesn't matter if we don't have the wealth. It's all about the love we have for each other. Nonetheless, I know you're working hard in everything you're doing. I respect you for that. The sleepless nights you had to achieve what you have been wishing for. Rest assured, I'm doing just the same. I'll be there for you, to help you out, to treat you the best that i can, and simply being that girl who loves you so dearly. It doesnt matter if we only get to spend time once a week, we're still young, we'll make full use at this age to achieve the best for our future. I'm sure we can, InsyAllah. Once again, thank you dear, for being such a wonderful partner in my life.
I'm happy. are you? (:
Love, Suuu. 12:10:00 pm