Sincerely, Suuu.

Dad went off for work to Penang already. He'll be staying over there 'till Monday. Well, let's just hope that it won't be extended what so ever nonsence.

Initially, I was from esplanade, revising accounts, alone. Expected to meet Fi at the end of the day at least, but, he's too busy with his room 'renovation' which he has been blabbering about for so long, until yesterday, when his Mama finally gave him the green light! I suppose, he can finally breathe and be happy at home! *giggles*

So, made arrangements with Abang to pick me up from somewhere (which finally ended up at Tampines.haha.) by after-maghrib 'cause Dad was supposed to check in by 830pm at Beach Road, and of course, there's just a need for me to send him off. Everyone (my family) was in the car except for kakak 'cause she just got back.

It was quite saddening though to see and watch my Dad take his leave alone up the coach. My eyes were twitching so badly; about to burst into tears! But, with God's will, I could hold them back. *sigh* My heart just sinks whenever I imagined my own Dad having to be alone out there, especially knowing how dependent he is on my Mom. He'll simply look patheticly 'kekok' (or 'kekok-ly' pathetic?) eating alone, sleeping alone in that 5-star hotel, shopping alone, deciding on his clothes alone, getting ready for work alone, walking around alone... Well, you know, it's hard imagining my Dad, who is already about 56 years old (but still fit alright!) doing all these alone. *sigh sigh sigh*

It's really disturbing to imagine Dad alone w/o Mom or any of us (siblings) out there with him at Penang. Especially over the next 4days!!!!

InsyAllah, he'll be fine, and comes home safely by Monday morning.
Cause it just feels different w/o Dad around.

i love u, Bapak.

Love, Suuu. 9:35:00 pm