Sincerely, Suuu.

Have you ever thought that you've made the most undesirable decisions in your life, for your own future?

I've thought about it. I've pondered over it. I've talked about it. I've ventured about it. I've surveyed about it. I've had sleepless nights about it. I've dreamt about it. I've even got supports to go for it. Despite all these, would I have made the wrong decision for myself?? I'm still not sure about it though.

I did ask myself, am I just simply not up for any tough challenges?? Am I such a coward to face failures? Or am I just enjoying life too much? Well, it wont be that simple in any ways, right? I mean, if you want something, you just have to work for it, or even go to the extra mile. I thought i could do it, with pure confidence. But now, I'm already prepared with back-up plans. I guess, only the year end results will direct me to where i should be. Here? There? Where??

Or maybe, this is just another obstacle to test my determination. To see if I'm up for more in the years to come. To see if I really wanna reach to that level.

Now, I should ask myself, do I really want to be there?
Oh,give me some time to think.

Love, Suuu. 2:08:00 pm