Here I present you my 'lil twin babies (nephews actually). We call them Damdils, and they are the cutest and adorable-est 'lil teddies that I can ever imagine!!! Oh, mine you, they are intelligent alright. Damn, they sure are.
oh, you want more pix of them?haha.HERE!
As long as you don't go squeeeking around looking at them. ;p
there's more though, but I hope I've killed you enough.
This is real MADNESS.
So, how? Can vote for them?
As many times as possible, and spread the word ok!
It's 'til 29th June!
HURRY!!
No. 005. THANKS MUCH.
http://www.ngcasia.com/inthewomb/
As many times as possible, and spread the word ok!
It's 'til 29th June!
HURRY!!
No. 005. THANKS MUCH.
http://www.ngcasia.com/inthewomb/
Love, Suuu. 8:59:00 pm
26th June: H1 Economics and H1 Malay Papers
29th June: H2 Mathematics
3rd July: H2 Accounts
4th July: H2 Physics
5th July: H2 Physics SPA
Ok I thought that looks alot better, after typing them down together like that. Makes me feel much more composed already 'cause it looks 'little'. HAHA. Although I don't think it should be the case, 'cause I still do have lots more to revise! *pulls my hair* *jumps around in circles*
Anyways, I'm not feeling that good since last night. Well,I don't know, gastric perhaps? Earlier on this morning, I've been on the run to the loo to 'relieve'(ironically) myself (it was a torture actually). And I've got the constant urge to vomit. I don't know, it just hurts too much. Ya, and my nose have been 'running' away from me! And of course, it'd just results me to having a slight fever. C'mon, sigh with me.
It's depressing enough that I couldn't really enjoy the pizzas my sister treated the whole family today..
PS; Somethings are just blocking me from studying.
Astarghfirllah.
3rd July: H2 Accounts
4th July: H2 Physics
5th July: H2 Physics SPA
Ok I thought that looks alot better, after typing them down together like that. Makes me feel much more composed already 'cause it looks 'little'. HAHA. Although I don't think it should be the case, 'cause I still do have lots more to revise! *pulls my hair* *jumps around in circles*
Anyways, I'm not feeling that good since last night. Well,I don't know, gastric perhaps? Earlier on this morning, I've been on the run to the loo to 'relieve'(ironically) myself (it was a torture actually). And I've got the constant urge to vomit. I don't know, it just hurts too much. Ya, and my nose have been 'running' away from me! And of course, it'd just results me to having a slight fever. C'mon, sigh with me.
It's depressing enough that I couldn't really enjoy the pizzas my sister treated the whole family today..
PS; Somethings are just blocking me from studying.
Astarghfirllah.
Love, Suuu. 4:58:00 pm
Lame. Pure lameness.
But, I accept this ridiculously incongruous written representation of a particularly non-self-conscious being who shouldn't be much of a recognition to the society.
No more bestfriendships anymore? Now just friends? How about that beyond-absurd words of yours? Oh,what a say! No wonder I couldn't lay any assurance on you befriending with someone I consider my LIFE! Of course! *slaps forehead*
The ecstasy of regaining someone back into your life,again? Tell me about it, ya? Such contentment of yours. Oh wow. It sure wasn't a contemplating move of yours if you needed my thought.
Oh,incase you need some advise to restructure yourself in life, stop making yourself sound so cheap on air. 'cause it's just so fugly. Your welcome! :)
All the best in life aite!
But, I accept this ridiculously incongruous written representation of a particularly non-self-conscious being who shouldn't be much of a recognition to the society.
No more bestfriendships anymore? Now just friends? How about that beyond-absurd words of yours? Oh,what a say! No wonder I couldn't lay any assurance on you befriending with someone I consider my LIFE! Of course! *slaps forehead*
The ecstasy of regaining someone back into your life,again? Tell me about it, ya? Such contentment of yours. Oh wow. It sure wasn't a contemplating move of yours if you needed my thought.
Oh,incase you need some advise to restructure yourself in life, stop making yourself sound so cheap on air. 'cause it's just so fugly. Your welcome! :)
All the best in life aite!
Love, Suuu. 8:14:00 pm
It's REVISION-LIKE-MAD DAY today, haven't you know?? EXAMS ARE JUST 2 DAYS AWAY!! *grits teeth*
Despite the great urge and temptations to take my feet out to do my revision, I think for once, I should stay put at home, and get my mind right into studies. *sigh* It's all and everything about the E-word (education laa deyy) in Singapore, isn't it? Oh, why am I even mentioning this. *slaps forehead*
Despite the great urge and temptations to take my feet out to do my revision, I think for once, I should stay put at home, and get my mind right into studies. *sigh* It's all and everything about the E-word (education laa deyy) in Singapore, isn't it? Oh, why am I even mentioning this. *slaps forehead*
YES YES YES I WANT TO SECURE A PLACE IN THE LOCAL UNIVERSITY!!!!!!! :)
Love, Suuu. 2:12:00 pm
i tink ma eyes were too white. 0.0
hi.siapa stressed angkat tangan.*raises*
he was actually studying!
*squeeeeeeeeeze*
HELLO! Nothing much of a day to elaborate on actually. I just felt like posting some pictures I took at esplanade while doing my work with the boy. :)) Thanks for accompanying me!
By the way, just thought of mentioning this here..... I LOVE BROWN! DIFFERENT SHADES OF THEM!!!! :)
Love, Suuu. 11:24:00 pm
Dad went off for work to Penang already. He'll be staying over there 'till Monday. Well, let's just hope that it won't be extended what so ever nonsence.
Initially, I was from esplanade, revising accounts, alone. Expected to meet Fi at the end of the day at least, but, he's too busy with his room 'renovation' which he has been blabbering about for so long, until yesterday, when his Mama finally gave him the green light! I suppose, he can finally breathe and be happy at home! *giggles*
So, made arrangements with Abang to pick me up from somewhere (which finally ended up at Tampines.haha.) by after-maghrib 'cause Dad was supposed to check in by 830pm at Beach Road, and of course, there's just a need for me to send him off. Everyone (my family) was in the car except for kakak 'cause she just got back.
It was quite saddening though to see and watch my Dad take his leave alone up the coach. My eyes were twitching so badly; about to burst into tears! But, with God's will, I could hold them back. *sigh* My heart just sinks whenever I imagined my own Dad having to be alone out there, especially knowing how dependent he is on my Mom. He'll simply look patheticly 'kekok' (or 'kekok-ly' pathetic?) eating alone, sleeping alone in that 5-star hotel, shopping alone, deciding on his clothes alone, getting ready for work alone, walking around alone... Well, you know, it's hard imagining my Dad, who is already about 56 years old (but still fit alright!) doing all these alone. *sigh sigh sigh*
It's really disturbing to imagine Dad alone w/o Mom or any of us (siblings) out there with him at Penang. Especially over the next 4days!!!!
InsyAllah, he'll be fine, and comes home safely by Monday morning.
Cause it just feels different w/o Dad around.
Initially, I was from esplanade, revising accounts, alone. Expected to meet Fi at the end of the day at least, but, he's too busy with his room 'renovation' which he has been blabbering about for so long, until yesterday, when his Mama finally gave him the green light! I suppose, he can finally breathe and be happy at home! *giggles*
So, made arrangements with Abang to pick me up from somewhere (which finally ended up at Tampines.haha.) by after-maghrib 'cause Dad was supposed to check in by 830pm at Beach Road, and of course, there's just a need for me to send him off. Everyone (my family) was in the car except for kakak 'cause she just got back.
It was quite saddening though to see and watch my Dad take his leave alone up the coach. My eyes were twitching so badly; about to burst into tears! But, with God's will, I could hold them back. *sigh* My heart just sinks whenever I imagined my own Dad having to be alone out there, especially knowing how dependent he is on my Mom. He'll simply look patheticly 'kekok' (or 'kekok-ly' pathetic?) eating alone, sleeping alone in that 5-star hotel, shopping alone, deciding on his clothes alone, getting ready for work alone, walking around alone... Well, you know, it's hard imagining my Dad, who is already about 56 years old (but still fit alright!) doing all these alone. *sigh sigh sigh*
It's really disturbing to imagine Dad alone w/o Mom or any of us (siblings) out there with him at Penang. Especially over the next 4days!!!!
InsyAllah, he'll be fine, and comes home safely by Monday morning.
Cause it just feels different w/o Dad around.
i love u, Bapak.
Love, Suuu. 9:35:00 pm
You do not know how much I enjoy and love dancing, be it street dancing or traditional(malay) dancing. I'm not into it for the fame. I'm not into it for the glam. I'm not into it cause it's like the 'in' thing. I'm in it, cause i really love it. I've realised this since I was in K2 (ok perhaps that was another random fact).
Anyways, tarian was so superb fun just now! There's so many upcoming events and performances within just next 2 months! Therefore, the President Hady has made and increment of three days every week for training when school reopens, well after the common tests that is. Oh, anyhows, I simply love the thought of performing on stage! With all the pretty Tarian outfits,hair-dos,and definitely, the ultimate craze, MAKE-UP! *shivers with excitement* *and then laughs like mad*
Whenever there's gonna be any sort of public performances, say at VCH or where ever, I really hope that my loved ones could be there to support me (and my school,hehe!). Although you might have to spare abit of your pockets for me. *grins innocently*
Oh, and I've no idea what has happened to the dance crew with Naz. *sigh* It was 3 months back i guess since i last danced with them all. Well, now that there's just so many things happening (especially for Tarian), I think it's just best that I focus in what I'm doing which is school-based,ya?
Oh my, I'm all hyped up already for more tarian trainings!! And of course, I love my tarian mates! They are so hilarious!! *laughing my ass off*
Anyways, tarian was so superb fun just now! There's so many upcoming events and performances within just next 2 months! Therefore, the President Hady has made and increment of three days every week for training when school reopens, well after the common tests that is. Oh, anyhows, I simply love the thought of performing on stage! With all the pretty Tarian outfits,hair-dos,and definitely, the ultimate craze, MAKE-UP! *shivers with excitement* *and then laughs like mad*
Whenever there's gonna be any sort of public performances, say at VCH or where ever, I really hope that my loved ones could be there to support me (and my school,hehe!). Although you might have to spare abit of your pockets for me. *grins innocently*
Oh, and I've no idea what has happened to the dance crew with Naz. *sigh* It was 3 months back i guess since i last danced with them all. Well, now that there's just so many things happening (especially for Tarian), I think it's just best that I focus in what I'm doing which is school-based,ya?
Oh my, I'm all hyped up already for more tarian trainings!! And of course, I love my tarian mates! They are so hilarious!! *laughing my ass off*
Love, Suuu. 10:17:00 pm
I don't know if I should mention this.
I'm just too afraid that it just might happen and affect me, emotionally.
Well, basically I really think I can't be a minute away from Fi.
He's just the one who gives me the unique kind of warmth and comfort that no one can ever give me, and also, the one that seems to understand my character/feelings(of most times though) the best. Ok, maybe if you count aiyeeen out. He is like a best friend to me, whom i simply love spending time with despite any fights/arguements/misunderstanding we faced.Well, I don't know, I think I've spent alot of time with him, shared alot of my life with him too over the past 2 years, which I'm actually glad that i did, cause we definitely had learnt gazillion things about each other. It just feels so nice, totally beyond words to describe the moments with him. Like, seriously.
I just love how we engage into each others' life. And how we simply cleared misunderstandings and compromise. What should I say, I believe he is one of the most patient being alive in my life!
You see, when I'm not with him physically, I'm constantly thinking about his well-beings and such; too curious of his every movement. This simply results me to calling him to hear and check him out. Sometimes too, others might think I'm just so over-protective of him, and draws out boundaries for his own life, which I never intended to, but sometimes, things just may get out of hand that I think as a girlfriend, I should do things that would ensure our strong bonding, like always.
Especially during holidays, I'd tend to spend my life with him, which sometimes made me think about how I'd be when school reopens and such. Would i face the nasty sudden withdrawals?? :'( It's just too obvious ain't it, cause I've faced it since sec 3. It's that inevitable.
Moreover, I've read entries in blogs about their guys leaving/left for NS, just like sha's. It's rather heart-wrenching to the fact that Fi'll be leaving too next year. (Yes, I know, it's not like it's tomorrow.But, feel me, pls.) Well, definitely I'd be more attached to him by the days! Which means, I'd be missing him even more when he's off for NS! *sigh* However, like what other's would say, 'you'd get used to it.' Hmmm.. InsyAllah.
In short, I really do love fi. And, I'm oh-so lost without him by my side. :'(
Can someone just keep us together alone in our own world??
that boi.
Love, Suuu. 9:41:00 pm
Have you ever thought that you've made the most undesirable decisions in your life, for your own future?
I've thought about it. I've pondered over it. I've talked about it. I've ventured about it. I've surveyed about it. I've had sleepless nights about it. I've dreamt about it. I've even got supports to go for it. Despite all these, would I have made the wrong decision for myself?? I'm still not sure about it though.
I did ask myself, am I just simply not up for any tough challenges?? Am I such a coward to face failures? Or am I just enjoying life too much? Well, it wont be that simple in any ways, right? I mean, if you want something, you just have to work for it, or even go to the extra mile. I thought i could do it, with pure confidence. But now, I'm already prepared with back-up plans. I guess, only the year end results will direct me to where i should be. Here? There? Where??
Or maybe, this is just another obstacle to test my determination. To see if I'm up for more in the years to come. To see if I really wanna reach to that level.
Now, I should ask myself, do I really want to be there?
Oh,give me some time to think.
Love, Suuu. 2:08:00 pm
im amazed.
it's amazing how much time i actually spend with fi. well, anyways, just feel like posting some pix.=) hurhur. the 1st one below was taken last friday. :) it's supposedly to be our last 'jalan2' day out together before i really have to put my mind in the common tests prep etc2 hooraayys. shall not elaborate more about that day tho, coz there was a bit of a misunderstanding and such, so it din turn out like the day WE wanted it to be. but anihoos, things were ok by the time we got home. :)) and he sent me home too the next day, aftr my Pasir Ris Beach Day with chickon and aiyeeen at nite. hee.and today. he accompanied me bck to my sec sch to collect my cert. (and i made him sandwiches!just a way to 'thank' him.heeh.) oh! i met mdm mariamah! :) she rebonded her hair. makes her look younger i should say. ;p well at least, she rmbred me (from the front that was), and called me over for a chat. made me feel so at home, esp adding on with juniors/friends,teachers,cleaners and clerks having to rmbr me when i stepped into my own sch which i've graduated from. :')) was tempted to check out mr ng's office tho on the way out, weather or not he was in for a chat. but, pitied fi for waiting.hurhur.so, forget abt it. ;x aftr that, we went off to esplanade. he did his fyp thingy(actually he played games on the laptop most of the time.bahahah!) while i did my econs. and there it was, wen i met ZAHURA! x) havent met her since sch hols! that includes all the others too. dy,khai,fad,zai,naz.....and all. so, then i was hungry like crazy (what's new eh), and we went to our all-time fav spot!marina square food court!! of course i had my bbq chicken set. and he had his ayam penyet.*giggles* and finally, off we went to suntec, got our all-time fav double choc frappe from mc'cafe and sat ard to watch/enjoy the songs/fountain. so prettyfuuuuuullll!! I LIKE@ :)) yeah, there were dedications made and such. so cool laa. we happily sang like mad old cows. HAHA. and he sent me off, got hm by 11pm.:)
i gave him space coz he was hot.0.0 at clarke quay.
the killer face of his.
so school boi. i likke. x)
I'VE ECONS CLASS AND MALAY PROJ MEETIN TMR! *kills myself.ok not really.too emo SHIT.*
Love, Suuu. 12:04:00 am
Beaaaaaaching.
yesterday was BLASTy. met up with chickon and ainon to berendamsville at Pasir Ris Beach. it rained durin the earlia part of the day, but eventually, we din care less, so we just did our thang. yeah, pls be curious about why ayeeen is berendam-able! it's ever since the family chalet that she got rather 'addicted' to it. hurhur. *ponders* so, HAVE FUN WIT THE PIX! =)) east coast next perhaps? ;p
oh and last thurs, met ayeeen, randomly again. heeek. went town, and vivo. (the reason to why there's a sesat pic of us both somewhere below here)
i just LOVE gurs' day out(s)! i want MORE. 0.0
aiyeeen and maself. randomly there.
sorry for the ultra wetness.0.x
yes2.we just bathed rmbr?
i.swear.i.was.about.to.talk.at.this.very.mmnt.
i feel liike a guy in this one.e.
Love, Suuu. 11:01:00 pm
test2.
HI THERE.testing2 one twooo threeeeee.
GYEAH. now this' wut we're talking about!
hurhur.=))
just so random of me to be part of the blogspot crew. heek.
=)
Love, Suuu. 2:15:00 pm
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